Saturday, February 21, 2009
I left work about a week ago and now I'm serving my 4 months maternity leave...Its really good to be away from work but surprisingly,I begin to miss being at work...Its not the work that I missed but its the colleagues whom makes me going each day I'm at work...
Even though its just a week yet so much things happened along the way which no one knew...Only me,myself and I alone facing the music...Its not easy for me seriously...I don't know if what I'm facing now is post-natal blues *shrug*...
Whenever I'm alone,I tend to think about the past and that's really disturbing and unfortunately,I tend to get carried away...I hate this...But I will try my best to keep myself busy with Ryan and Rafael...And if Hubby's around,I feel more like myself...It might be becos I'm so used to be at work and suddenly,I've to serve this confinement and be indoors...It kinda drove me up the wall at times....Haizzz.....
Ok lah enough about me...
Lets talk about the Kids...Ryan & Rafael...
Ryan now is 22months and he is really growing well...He's talking...And super duper active...He's my gem and w/o him,it would be really quiet...We're planning for his 2nd birthday bash...Most likely,planned on the 11th April 09 (Saturday)...But all this yet to be confirm but a bash is a must...So lets wait n see... =)
Rafael is now 1 wee 1 day old and also alhamdullillah,looking all good....I'm breastfeeding him and also follow up with Enfalac formula...Pusat dah tanggal...=)...And his jaundice has decrease...Just that now his skin is a lil dry and peeling...Overall,both are good....
I will update all pics soon after I got hold of my usb aites....
Cheerios..Z-out!
